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Meh.....
Artist | Student | Varied
United States
I am a 17 year old Irish teen living in Blue Springs, Missouri that is planning to make a stop motion series and have already experimented with stop motion.
Current Residence: Blue springs, Mo
Favourite genre of music: Remixes
Favourite style of art: I have no idea!
Operating System: a computer of course!
MP3 player of choice: dont got one
Wallpaper of choice: Space.
Favourite cartoon character: Hommer Simpson
Personal Quote: Every mind is a universe of its own, People should never underestimate it nor overestimate it
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  • Mood: Thanks
  • Reading: nothing.
  • Playing: ,garrysmod,warframe,ect.
  • Eating: icecream
  • Drinking: Whatever drink I am drinking right now.
Have you ever had the feeling that you feel like you are inside a box and all your things that you make and send around here seems to be unable to go through it? That is what I tend to feel like with the stuff I make. Quite a lot of journals and deviations seem to be unable to get through it, even if I want people to say something in it and give me feed back or comment on it. It can drain you from your motivation of uploading the work you have made and simply hoard it somewhere. Today was one of those days, I felt rather depressed that I seem to be unheard while a good few of my friends (and formal friends) seem to be bombarded by feedback. Today I got on the computer, expecting nothing more than deviations and journals from people that I watch. But today was different. I had a comment on my most recent work. And that comment turned my feelings to a positive angle. And it seems too I finally found something that people seem interested in that is in a form of a character I recently had made.

Giving feedback to an artist can make him/her feelings to become more positive.
Ruvant Quotes 1 by dragon123890
Ruvant Quotes 1
Made several months ago and I finally submitted it to here. This depicts a part of Ruvant's personality.
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Ruvant by dragon123890
Ruvant
Made this months ago but did not uploaded it due to severe lack of motivation. 

This space dragon thingie is named Ruvant.
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  • Mood: Desperate
  • Reading: nothing.
  • Playing: ,garrysmod,warframe,ect.
  • Eating: icecream
  • Drinking: Whatever drink I am drinking right now.
I am going to simply say 2014 sucked for me. Reviewing last year made me realize that I had so many projects scrapped due to the lack of motivation and people seemingly uninterested or feedback to help. Though this is honestly normal it seems that nobody ever seems to comment on my journals or deviations (Except a few exceptions, notably the journal I made that I wished wasn't the most commented journal I had ever had in a long while. Which resulted in me eventually giving up trying to re-befriend (if that is even a word) a person. Look at the previous journal I made if you do not know what I am referring to. However, the biggest bummer of the year was when a friend of mine, who was in my Boy Scout troop, had passed away due to old age. Why I never talked about it before was because I never thought of why I would even bother (and why I am talking about now instead of when it occurred I do not know).

2014 sucked. I thought things would be better in 2015. Although it is quite too late for a new years resolution, I am going to say that I plan to at least find the special someone in my life that I could relate a bit more before 2016. Chances are, of course, I am more than likely not going to succeed.... 

I hope everyone else at least had a better year than myself......
  • Mood: Rejected
  • Reading: nothing.
  • Playing: ,garrysmod,warframe,ect.
  • Eating: icecream
  • Drinking: Whatever drink I am drinking right now.
I held off of making this journal for weeks for several reasons. Mostly due to how I have been not feeling too good emotionally. But ill try.


For those who wonder what hedgehog's dilemma is: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hedgeh…

A few weeks ago I decided that I give up on trying to regain contact and my  friendship with :iconnirvanadraavon: as she seems to not want anything to do with me at all and due to the fact I have tried numerous times over the years to try, only to either have silence or merely things that make me feel farther away. From her. My rant journal and  my feed up aggressive long rant note to her made. When I was purely fed up of no clear answers. Only to finally hear somewhat of a reason.... After hearing that reason, I knew that there's no point in trying anymore. If she doesnt consider a formal close friend worth her free time to talk to, then all I can merely do is blame myself in having her so close to my heart and thinking over and over again  for years that trying to regain communication would bring one of the greatest friends I ever had back. Blame no one but myself for simply say 'Forget about Freeman' and forget she had ever existed. But of course, I feared losing a friend I was so close to.... Now I regret not giving up sooner as she clearly does not think of me as a close friend anymore. This would have been all but evident to me after she had me and others removed as contacts and removed us from chat. (All I can merely say to you now madam about the incident is that I do not think you are able to own a chatroom, let alone 2 or more.)
But once again,  I rejected such a thing Would even be a possibility. "She was a very close  friend to me. She must think the same to me" I would think to myself. Now all I think of is that I was a fool for thinking such a clear untrue statement was what was real.



You win. I give up on trying to restore that close friendship we had. You clearly are not interested in doing such a thing.  And I am sincerely sorry for waisting both of our times.... As you said it:
"It lies within my opinion it would prove best for you and I to remain astray from one another for some time."
Though I plan to remain astray for all eternity. As all you bring to me is feelings of worthlessness. Farewell.
  • Mood: Thanks
  • Reading: nothing.
  • Playing: ,garrysmod,warframe,ect.
  • Eating: icecream
  • Drinking: Whatever drink I am drinking right now.
Have you ever had the feeling that you feel like you are inside a box and all your things that you make and send around here seems to be unable to go through it? That is what I tend to feel like with the stuff I make. Quite a lot of journals and deviations seem to be unable to get through it, even if I want people to say something in it and give me feed back or comment on it. It can drain you from your motivation of uploading the work you have made and simply hoard it somewhere. Today was one of those days, I felt rather depressed that I seem to be unheard while a good few of my friends (and formal friends) seem to be bombarded by feedback. Today I got on the computer, expecting nothing more than deviations and journals from people that I watch. But today was different. I had a comment on my most recent work. And that comment turned my feelings to a positive angle. And it seems too I finally found something that people seem interested in that is in a form of a character I recently had made.

Giving feedback to an artist can make him/her feelings to become more positive.

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:iconknightrayjack:
KnightRayjack Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the Watch! xP
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dragon123890 Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2015  Student General Artist
Np.
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bogm0nst3r Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2014
Happy birthday.
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dragon123890 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks.
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bogm0nst3r Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2014
You're welcome.
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HardCoreCrocomire Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
happy birthday!
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dragon123890 Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you XD
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HardCoreCrocomire Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the watch!
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dragon123890 Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2014  Student General Artist
No prob.
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huannbinimbol Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014
Thanks for the favorites.
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